I have a lot of baby/pregnancy-related dreams. They used to be nightmares, but about a year ago they transitioned into dreams. How do I know the difference? In my nightmares, I would wake up in a panic, sweating, heart racing. I would have nightmares about sleeping through my baby's crying; coming home with a baby and having absolutely no supplies for it; not being able to find my baby's room.
Now, I have dreams. And sometimes, the dreams are of nightmare-quality material, but in my dreams I'm questioning and wondering about how things work, instead of waking up in a cold sweat. Last night was a breastfeeding dream. It was weird. I was breastfeeding for the first time in this public place, and there were people watching me (they had faces that I recognized, but I will not name--for their sake, and for mine). They were giving me a grade. But I was having trouble because the baby's was too big and I was too small. Like I said, weird.
Reminder to Self: write about too long of a wait=okay and pill effects
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