Thursday, December 30, 2010

Everyone But Me

I know I've said this before.  But it's hard to watch other people have babies.

Don't get me wrong.  I'm not talking about my friends.  I LOVE when my friends have babies.  Seriously.  Nothing fills me with more happiness.

It's the random people that really get to me.  The Hyundai Sonata commercial.  The iPhone 4 commercial.  The girl who used to be in 7th grade at my school.  The girl who used to be in my 2nd grade class (yup--an 8th grader having a baby--don't get me started).  The couple from my high school who isn't supposed to have any more kids, but who is accidentally having their 4th without even trying.  These are the ones that really get to me.  It's like, I can handle the people I know, but the inundation from everywhere else is what really hurts.  Which I know doesn't make sense.  I should probably be hurt by the people close to me, but for me it seems opposite.

I have to skip past the Hyundai commercials now.

I find myself wanting to stop at Babies R'Us and just go in and look.  I don't, thankfully.

I made an appointment with a new OB/GYN.  We'll see how this goes.

(Here's the iPhone commercial, in case you haven't seen it.  I can't find the Hyundai one)